ups & downs

how brave do i become when truly loved, my overwhelmin' feels are overcome, i might even hit the blunt, and i don't do that for anyone, oh, ooh, i think i'ma dance for the first time in a long time, ooh, i might even laugh like i mean it, come on, baby, say it like you mean it, you gonna be alright, baby, alright, you know you're gonna be fine, you're gonna be alright, baby, hey kyle, how you doin'?, what is this dream you're persuin', what are these feelings you mention, are you from a different dimension?, my nigga, do you have dementia?, why is you rappin' 'bout happy, think about all the bad shit that happens, you know the inside, you feel crappy, okay, yeah, how did you guess, i am a wreck, i set a record for bein' upset, truthfully, honestly, i am a mess, i am depressed, i am obsessed, with self-depricating, and blamin' myself, socially lyin', denyin' the help, i'm holdin' up, like pants sit in a belt, but it ain't so bad, look what i be on, i'm on tv, mom, my nigga, i am a phenom, my chick is out o' this world, yeah, badder than zenon, when i need somebody to lean on, i put that cudi cd on, in my spare time, punchin' walls, fuckin' up my hand, i know that shit sounds super cray, but if you had this life you'd understand, everything's a lot o' up and down, but i ain't gonna let it get me down, no, 2016 hit me like a bag o' bricks, 2017 switched up, like ooh it's lit, i nearly had a mental breakdown, and eight months later had a hit, i guess life is like box a chocolates, huh, you never know what you finna get, ha ha, yeah, think about this for your flip, there's always two sides o' the coin, tell my man you gotta keep goin', you blessed nigga, you ain't even know it, sittin' there, lookin' all stoic, mm, be stiff, you should be stoked, mm, you can smile, even if you broke, oh, you could be a button or a boat, true, yeah, trust me, believe me, i been there to, down on my luck, i was just like you, singin' the same damn sad old song, but you'll be fine, it'll all be fine, it's just in your mind, everything's a lot o' up and down, but i ain't gonna let it get me down, no, lil lil lil lil boat lil boat lil boat, hey y'all, wassup buddy?, it's your conscience!, my, my conscience?, yeah, you know, the voice in your head that tells you when you fuckin' up?, like uh, jiminy cricket?, chuhh. yes, like jiminy cricket, you disney ass motherfucker. now listen up, man. you gotta leave that negativity shit in the past. that shit is old, bro. how you supposed to grow up if you ain't even glowed up?, uh, what, what the fuck are you talkin' about?, don't trip dawg, follow me. i'll show you, you coming?