do we even matter

heavy breathing what's this feeling, never used to act this way around you, i'm afraid of digging deeper, 'cause if i fall i might lose it all, it's the beginning of the end i know, i should've leave i should've go for broke, don't wanna lose you but i can't go on, without knowing, you know me better than i know myself, i'm about to burst i need your help, don't wanna lose you but i can't go on, without knowing, now nothing could be like what it was before, when everything said and done i need to know, do we even matter to you, i can't choke it all keep my focus, 'cause it's too late i can't just walk away, break this silence stop this hiding, 'cause all i want to is for the words to tell you, it's the beginning of the end i know, i should've leave i should've go for broke, don't wanna lose you but i can't go on, without knowing, you know me better than i know myself, but i'm about to burst i need your help, don't wanna lose you but i can't go on, without knowing, now nothing could be like what it was before, when everything said and done i need to know, without knowing, now nothing could be like what it was before, when everything said and done i need to know, do we even matter to you