internal primates forever

cop provisions feed my addictions mistakes i made then, i opened up the holes and they crawled in, now when it's time for the feed they won't let me forget, they ride upon my back and they'll fuck me with their need, my invisible enemies all my monkeys, their coming they're coming their coming they're coming to take me, away. disgusted with my position so submissive i am the only way we get, away is give in sharpen up the razors stab the needles into pipes to, kill cravings so sick of this in me can't stand the want to need, can't get free always got a grip on me, there's no use to fight this wrenching tourniquet of deprivation, obedience subservience leads to substance, give it to me, give it to me, leave my motivation to chemical dependency no room for patience, don't want it need it come on right now, everything i've become now is everything i didn't want to be, every time i try to run away i fall on my face they drag me back, every time i try to run away i fall on my face, help! they won't leave me alone, if i would have known back then what i know now i 'd take it back, if i would have known back then what i know now i 'd take it, back, i'd take it back i'd take it all fuckin' back, stay away stay away, hold me i'm shaking violently, pull me out of my covering, mold me into a new man, lull me into a deep sleep, there's no use to fight this wrenching tourniquet of deprivation, obedience subservience leads to substance, even if you want you can't stop, internal primates forever