shaking

so you fucked this up again, it's time for you to leave, you never had many friends, and you thought this was all right, you're rushing to meditate, you should eat but probably wait, you never thought of yourself, why are you shaking, why are you right, when i will be the only one who gives, and lets you in tonight, walk you could never walk away, from this speedfreak collagen, caffinated place, you were always reaching in, looking for somewhere to go, nobody needs to find out, nobody needs to know what you know, so you wonder about the past, when you know that its already been, nothing seems to last, can it last will it last