waiting for the big one

the wine's all drunk and so am i, here with the hoi-poloi, don't ask me why, we're celebratin' anticipatin'; end of the year, everybody come, everybody here, - well more or less, some already in a mess, i guess they're waiting for the big one. wonder why i'm cold. how did i get this far?, had no money, had no car, i pray the snow goes, be bad if it settles, 'cos i follow my nose and the dried up rose petals, - like the man says, sure hope moses knows his roses, or we'll all be waiting for the big one. once i was the credit to my credit card, spent what i hadn't got, wasn't hard, no trust in judgement no trust in money, someday i'll find myself like a bee finding honey, but in the meantime, i'm gonna have me some fun, waiting for the big one. one too many, where ego i go too, looking for the real thing, it don't come from what i do, no real communication moves out of my face, i'm beginning to think i'm just out of place, won't get in too deep, i want to get some sleep, to be ready for the big one, to be ready for the big one