new house

it doesn't come that easy anyway, every time i try it never feels the way it did at the start, this one for my dogs, that see where i'm coming from, and know why it's hard, i do it for you, no one can save me this evening, she does her all but i've never been the easiest ride, she says "it's ok, we know it's alright", i can see us in a house next year, making your mind up, you can figure out what goes where, keeping it real with me all the time, all the while they can't touch me anyway, so i'll be holding it down with you every day, holding it down, i'm so good at falling asleep, grateful for you waking me, if it weren't for you i would've stayed here for weeks, the bed is just upstairs, the only place i feel peace, there's nothing i forgot to do, nowhere that imma need to be, there's no one left for me to impress, how am i meant to know what's good, when nothing good on the screen, it's been the same way for a while now and imma come clean, you know that i haven't been inspired since like i was eighteen, and the extra stress isn't necessary anyway, so the only thing that's worrying is right in front of me in a line, and life is too short to be staying inside, but i didn't realise, i ran from the light, and no one can save me i'm bleeding, i do my best, but i really am a regular guy, at least i've got 3-6-4 more days to get it right, i can see us in a house next year, you'll be making your mind up, you can figure out what goes where, you'll be keeping it real with me all the time, no distraction, no one's even tryna reach me, well, not until they need something, honestly, and the trouble is, everybody needs something all the fuckin' time, everybody needs something all the fuckin' time, oh yeah, it doesn't happen like this every day, every time i look at her i feel the way i did at the start, she's holding me up, i'll never depart, all the emotions straight from the heart, she got me all in my feelings, i wouldn't know how to live life if it wasn't with her, i know what it's worth