psychopathic mother

your psychopathic mother told you, you were beautiful, just not beautiful enough, i know why you give yourself away, cause they make you feel special, but you never feel special enough, and i can still feel your skin, still warm from the hot desert sky, here, right now is all there is, yesterday is dead, tomorrow never comes, right here, right now is all there is, was it something that i said?, you just went numb, your disinterested father taught you, that a mans attention is precious, and you never called his bluff, i gave everything i could to you, cause i think you're precious, i could never make you feel precious enough, and i could still breathe you in, oh layah i won't even try, here, right now is all there is, yesterday is dead, tomorrow never comes, right here, right now is all there is, we laughed until we bled, it felt so dumb, your psychopathic mother told you, you were beautiful, just not beautiful enough