i had this thing

i had this thing to call my own, just one slip and it was gone, a minor flaw and then it fell, i brought this house down on myself, i didn't know just what i'd done, i didn't know just what i'd done, i don't remember anymore what i used to be, where is the quiet piece of home where i could breathe?, just like a razor to my soul when i'm alone, oh, i had this thing to call my own, i'm so confused, i cannot see, this wave of guilt is drowning me, it feels like blood is on my hands, i'd give it all for a second chance, i still don't know just what i've done, i still don't know just what i've done, i don't remember anymore what i used to be, there was a fire burning strong inside of me, just like the soothing loving warmth of summer sun, oh, i had this thing to call my own, i had this thing to call my own, i had this thing to call my own, i never meant to let you go, i never meant to let you go, i never meant to let you go, i never meant to let you go