half hoping

i'm sober enough to know better, but i'm drunk enough to not care, i moved on enough to not give a what, but hung up enough to wonder where, you are tonight, is it a bar tonight, it's a fight between my head and heart tonight, i'm wishin' you would stay out, wishin' you'd come over, baby, you're the angel and the devil tuggin' on my shoulder, you can call me up, say you're all alone, half hoping you will, half hoping you won't, you can walk in the door with my doors shirt on, half hoping you will, half hoping you'll, kiss my like you used to kiss me, wreck my head, my bed and then leave, i'm damned if you do, i'm damned if you don't, but i'm half hoping you will, half hoping you won't, somewhere between good riddance, and throwin' rocks at your window pane, wishin' things could be a little different, but wishin' they'd stay the same, yeah, it'd save me some hurt, if my phone would die, but it'd be a damn good time if it would ring tonight, you can call me up, say you're all alone, half hopingyou will, half hoping you won't, you can walk in the door with my doors shirt on, half hoping you will, half hoping you'll, kiss my like you used to kiss me, wreck my head, my bed and then leave, i'm damned if you do, i'm damned if you don't, but i'm half hoping you will, half hoping you won't, i'm wishin' you would stay out, wishin' you'd come over, baby, you're the angel and devil tuggin' on my shoulder, wishin' i'd forget you, but happy i remember, baby, wish i could just pick a side but i'm right in the center, you can call me up, say you're all alone, i'm half hoping you will, half hoping you won't, you can walk in the door with my doors shirt on, half hoping you will, half hoping you'll, kiss my like you used to kiss me, wreck my head, my bed then leave, i'm damned if you do, damned if you don't, but i'm half hoping you will, half hoping you won't, girl, i'm only half hoping you want, half hoping you will, half hoping you will, half hoping you will, half hoping you will, half hoping you won't