mi goreng seasoning

i never felt so defeated in my whole life, smoking weed again, every evening yo, sleeping in till three pm, i will call you back at my convenience, i'm wondering if anyone has ever died from tedium, or overdosed on mi goreng seasoning, i'm sure i'll be the first to find out, i feel like leaving in the morning i am done with this, i'm under stress & i just feel like i've got nothing left, a drunken mess trying to stumble up a bunch of steps, with a busted leg & a cask of red, with more drugs in me than hunter s, you know you've done your best when everyone's depressed, and your mum's upset you did a song with uncle six about your death, nah, i ain't suicidal, nah i like living, i just think that i could maybe try it different, yeah with a cool million i'd be better off, cause jacks in my bank account & williams in my letterbox, these days i'm scared to check the mail even, barely have a chance to read the leader before the snails eat it, either i am insanely poor or i'm crazy broke, maybe both rocking hand me ups from my baby bro, i felt some negative since i was off the radio, least i gotta positive kd though & an underrated flow, that's an understatement feel it's undebatable, but still cop a flaming from them hater folk, i shouldn't let it phase me yo but fuck that, i wanna bottle up the water from the ducks back, and save the shit for later, spray it in their faces in the future, i rap rings around em' like a jeweller, i'm freestyling smoking weed while i'm, wearing on of those antique iron helmets people deep sea dive in, just trying to save the high, it's almost light outside so maybe i should say goodnight, goodnight