fade

i try to breathe, memories overtaking me, i try to face them but, the thought is too much to conceive, i only know that i can change, everything else just stays the same, so now i step out of the darkness, that my life became 'cause, i just needed someone to talk to, you were just too busy with yourself, you were never there for me, to express how i felt, i just stuffed it down, now i'm older and i feel like, i could let some of this anger fade, but it seems the surface i am scratching, is the bed that i have made, so where were you?, when all this i was going through, you never took the time, to ask me just what you could do, i only know that i can change, everything else just stays the same, so now i step out of the darkness, that my life became 'cause, i just needed someone to talk to, you were just too busy with yourself, you were never there for me, to express how i felt, i just stuffed it down, now i'm older and i feel like, i could let some of this anger fade, but it seems the surface i am scratching, is the bed that i have made, i never meant to fade. away, i never meant to fade, i just needed someone to talk to, you were just too busy with yourself, you were never there for me, to express how i felt, i just stuffed it down, now i'm older and i feel like, i could let some of this anger fade, but it seems the surface i am scratching, is the bed that i have made, i try to breathe.