everyone looks so good from here

in a deep breath it all starts to change. flip my world inside out, honestly i like it better this way, when i mesh the night through the back of my eyes, i have put myself here, i'm the culprit, i am the culprit, i've been swallowed up alive, shut down, building from the inside out, i can finally walk through the walls, i swear i've slipped right through the cracks in the floor, it's so easy when it's pulling me under, now i can see things from the outside, and i will sit here with no place in mind, i can't escape from his place, this is so unfamiliar to me, i can hear the unsatisfying silence, my mouth is open but none of you can hear me