walked away

feels so cold to be abandoned, i cant see past what you have done, memoried how they fade away, now you want to come back, i walked away from you, no fuckin' tears for them lost years, i took the pain then i turned it to hatred, so dead to me, no fantasy, my own blood is the enemy remedy, long gone test me be strong, let me move on, kill the memories, that i see only tragedy, from his belt to his hands to his fist, i cant felive this, i cant forgive this, i locked you out, these years, this hatred, cries in my head, steady coming with that friendly fire, shooting me down, two caps to the back, dropped face first, hit the ground, never around, so in the fucking mind you're dead, and now that you're alone you want to be my friend to, foe, who got control, now i'm the one thats walking away, so what do you gotta say, lying bruised and beat, kicked to the curb, you're not my gather dont bother because you never were, take that motherfucker, striving forever to find who i am, striving forever to find who i am, abandonment how i can taste it, my resentment time to face it, on my knees oh god replace it, cant believe it i cant take it, on the brink of a break down, no love found in my soul, straight from the get go, nothing left in this heart, just a motherfucking stab in the back, back in my life, yeah right, stabbed in the back, filled with hate, nothing else to say, cuz i walked away