suck it up

one more time to dig into my skin, you'll ignite so i can burn again, sick like that - you'd better walk away, and set to snap - before i demonstrate, played on this, you split me open, preyed on this raw emotion, and force - feed me till i'm bloated, and swallow these open throated, i can't feel this way - so ordinary, wrapped in all this pain - distorted every day, and i can't breathe - you've suffocated me and all my needs, and i can't scream again, break me down - i'm breaking mentally, break me down - i'm breaking everyday, cover me - yes, i've had enough, smother me - you better let me up, eyes on this - psycho explosion, your silent wish for my erosion, bent on determination, and mental evisceration, i can't feel this way - so ordinary, wrapped in all this pain - distorted every, day and i can't breathe - you've suffocated, me and all my, why can't you leave me alone, stripping me down to the bone, force-fed and inbred and stunted, y'all made me feel so unwanted, get off my case fore i make you-, get out my face fore i break you. stain, change, range, maim, aim, blame, vacate now -, take you out, i can't feel this way - so ordinary, wrapped in all this pain - distorted every, day and i can't breathe - you've suffocated, me and all my needs, and i can't scream again, again again again, again again again, again again again, again again again!