are you there?

are you there?, is it wonderful to know, all the ghosts. all the ghosts. freak my selfish out, my mind is happy, need to learn to let it go, i know you'd do no harm to me, but since you've been gone i've been lost inside, tried and failed as we walked by the riverside, and i wish you could see the love in her eyes, the best friend that eluded you lost in time, burned alive in the heat of a grieving mind, but what can i say now?, it couldn't be more wrong, cos there's no one there, unmistakably lost and without a care, did we lose all the love that we could have shared, and its wearing me down, and its turning me round, and i can't find a way, now to find it out, where are you when i need you. are you there?