broken clocks

falling into stringencies, i never thought that i would be here, dependence on, the evenings, i'm out of touch, it's too late to hide what you kept hid, what explains with words were crooks, i'm falling out, i'm falling out, of touch, with myself, i felt like this since forever, i felt like this since forever, what escaped, was what i dreamt then, blurry eyes, said the stories, i'm broke apart, fading hours, empty dreams, addiction has stolen the hearts of all my friends, addiction has stolen the hearts of all my friends, i wore the same routines over every fucking night, i'm beginning to lose faith in friendships, i. i've felt like this since forever, i felt like this since forever, this is killing me, lift me up from this, never ending fear of myself, dependence on the evenings, to get me through, show me the line, i can't just walk away, how much longer, can i break the same routines, blurry eyes, fading hours, how much longer, can i break the same routines, blurry eyes, fading hours, addiction has stolen the hearts of all my friends, addiction has stolen the hearts of all my friends