the saddest song

only two more days, until your birthday, yesterday was mine, you'll be turning five, i know what it's like, growing up without your father in your life, so i pretend, i'm doing all i can, and i hope someday you'll find it in your heart, to understand, why i'm not around, and forgive me for not being in your life, i remember waiting, for you to come, remember waiting, for you to call, remember waiting there to find nothing at all, i remember waiting, for you to come, remember waiting, for you to call, waiting there to find nothing at all, maybe someday, you really get to know me, not just the letters read to you, i pray i get the chance, to make it up to you, we got a lot of catching up to do, so i pretend, i'm doing all i can, and hope someday you'll find it in your heart, to understand, why i'm not around, and forgive me for not being in your life, i remember waiting, for you to come, remember waiting, for you to call, remember waiting there to find nothing at all, i remember waiting, for you to come, remember waiting, for you to call, waiting there to find nothing at all, forgive me!, i'm so sorry!, i will make it up to you.