los angeles

i'm part of the last generation that remembers tamagotchis, roller rink and hockey playing hanging with the cosby's, i feel link i'm drinking just to keep myself from thinking how my generation lost me, alcoholic offspring, rolling through the city with some model from the club, born in oklahoma now she hollywood as fuck, tell me she don't wanna model now she wanna be an actress, i'm just tryna introduce her to my mattress, but oh my god it's that summertime state, the reaper 'round the corner, the water feel great, and i'm supposed to be like all these other niggas talking 'bout the same shit, we just speaking very different languages, hey, i don't know what the fuck i'm doing here!, but that's okay, i feel alone for the first time!, and i'm like hey, i don't know what the fuck i'm doing here!, but that's okay, i feel alone for the first time!, i look for answers in novels i keep at home on my dresser, never the favorite of students, coaches, and college professors, bread, yeast, and nellis, and creighton, get me through all the days, when i feel like i wanna blow my spirit away, so caught in the madness, so stuck in the moment, so numb to the cold, it's so lavish, tip-top of the palace, upward class list, and wow, i hate it, maybe just enough to vacate it, cause the more i learn in los angeles, the less i think about staying, so, oh my god it's that summertime state, the reaper 'round the corner, the water feel great, and i'm supposed to be like all these other niggas talking 'bout the same shit, we just speaking very different languages, hey, i don't know what the fuck i'm doing here!, but that's okay, i feel alone for the first time!, and i'm like hey, i don't know what the fuck i'm doing here!, but that's okay, i feel alone for the first time!, in a while, in a while, in a while, we just speaking very different languages, hey, i don't know what the fuck i'm doing here!, but that's okay, i feel alone for the first time!, and i'm like hey, i don't know what the fuck i'm doing here!, but that's okay, i feel alone for the first time!