hello

hello, it's me, i was wondering if after all these years you'd like to meet, to go over everything, they say that time's supposed to heal ya, but i ain't done much healing, hello, can you hear me, i'm just at a house dreaming about who we used to be, when we were younger and free, i've forgotten how it felt before the world fell at our feet, there's such a difference between us, and a million miles, hello from the other side, i must have called a thousand times, to tell you i'm sorry for everything that i've done, but when i call you never seem to be home, hello from the outside, at least i can say that i've tried, to tell you i'm sorry for breaking your heart, but it don't matter it clearly doesn't tear you apart anymore, hello, how are you, it's so typical of me to talk about myself i'm sorry, i hope that you're well, did you ever make it out of that town where nothing ever happened, it's no secret that the both of us, are running out of time, hello from the other side, i must have called a thousand times, to tell you i'm sorry for everything that i've done, but when i call you never seem to be home, hello from the outside, at least i can say that i've tried, to tell you i'm sorry for breaking your heart, but it don't matter it clearly doesn't tear you apart anymore, what would you do if you was me i was you, would you move on go and find someone new, i know it hurts believe that i'm hurting too, i guess i can't hide it as well as you, well look, i woke up next to the baddest bitch i've ever seen, but even then all i could think of was you and me, my friends tells me anth homie just let it be, unless they been through it they don't know what the fuck i mean, so please girl tell me what do i do, cause i know that nobody's perfect but i'm perfect for you, and girl you're perfect for me, that's something you couldn't see, i try to show you but what was the point if you won't believe, now tell me why did you leave, do you not love me no more, so y'all can hide all the pain, but what remains is the scars, i was the best i could be, i know that i had my flaws, but i gave all that i had, spent more than i could afford, i spent 5000 dollars on a ring to call you my misses, and you still had the nerve to say i gave no commitment, there was no way that i could save ya, 3 years is what i gave ya, and then you leave me and go and find a new man 3 weeks later, my sister thinks you cheated and honestly i don't blame her, cause moving on that quick is way too strange of a behavior, and i bet that he's happy cause he sees you posting pictures, but dog i bet my life she thinks about me when you're with her, he don't want you like i want you, he don't need you like i need you, he don't see you how i see you, he don't breathe you how i breathe you, when you know it, so tell me what the fuck you see in him, we both know you still love me so you shouldn't be with him, you should be with me, right here in my home right here all alone making' love until the morn', you love how i turn you on, and one thing that i love and hate the most, is people always change but the memories don't, and lately i can't even eat lately i've been feeling ill, when you cannot sleep at night, that's when you know shit is real, you don't even need a gun, you don't even need a pill, if you ever wanna die, fall in love and you'll get killed, hello from the other side, i must have called a thousand times, to tell you i'm sorry for everything that i've done, but when i call you never seem to be home, hello from the outside, at least i can say that i've tried, to tell you i'm sorry for breaking your heart, but it don't matter it clearly doesn't tear you apart anymore