sad boy

gerald what the fuck is wrong, man?, cheer the fuck up, you asshole, yeah, we fake it 'til we make it, work while everyone doubts, i was dreamin' of award shows, while still on the couch, fame is all so new to me, guess i'm feelin' it out, man the other day my grandma said she's selling the house, see i was much more bummy and less star, when my mom's unemployment check wouldn't stretch far, wishin' that my confidence was made out of kevlar, and i could superhero, save the day, cop her next car, coming out the bay feels like nobody gets far, feels like we're doomed, like they're building a death star, drink it all the way, stumble into the next bar, rap is like the lottery, we're all tryna scratch for, but when that shit just strikes gold, you accomplish life goals, go and get that ice froze, get paid off of nice flows, it's weird now i got money so i can buy nice steez, but don't look down, get scared of heights like these, gerald what you so sad for?, why the hell you got the blues?, everybody wanna be in your shoes, gerald what you so sad for?, everything ain't that bad, name a reason that you got to be mad, gerald what you so sad for?, man stop acting like a bitch, forgot you're all famous now and rich?, gerald what you so sad for?, man stop cryin', homie rap more, and in a year i went from overlooked to over-booked, you won't ever understand the work it took, drinkin' every night to celebrate what we made, but the parties have changed, weirdos crowd around and start acting strange, at the bar stress chain smoking cigarettes, and i don't even smoke, i know i should drink a little less, but nothing can prepare you for how crazy this business gets, once again sad boy gerald is in distress, so hard on myself i think i'm going insane, the mind of a perfectionist is always in pain, should be happy i don't have to set alarms to wake up, i just tour and cake up, i should probably call home so me and moms can make up, these days the only home i know is the road, and clowns are all sad inside, or so i'm told, and the girl i'm really thinking of is states away, we'll run away and find a place to stay, gerald what you so sad for?, why the hell you got the blues?, everybody wanna be in your shoes, gerald what you so sad for?, everything ain't that bad, name a reason that you got to be mad, gerald what you so sad for?, man stop acting like a bitch, forgot you're all famous now and rich?, gerald what you so sad for?, this was everything you asked for