dotted with hearts

so i stare at the wall, feeling everything is wrong, i have lost my heart, to a boy who can't be mine, i have fallen in love, with no use, i don't know how i came to be on this cloud, thinking about your touch, makes me lost my ground, i want to be in your arms again, holding hands and never leave but. all i can do is dream about you and me in never land, but all it is, is a fantasy although it's heavenly, it's a teenage dream, all wrapped in pink and dotted with hearts, i day dream of, what might and could come, but then the truth creeps up on me, and i begin to cry, i wish we never met, then it wasn't so sad, and i'd stop thinking about you but. (i was walking down the beach honey, the moon is shining oh so bright, i'm looking at the stars, thinking back on our very last night, ohh baby, we will forever be apart, i should have told you that we were never meant to be, i knew that from the very start, i'm sorry, i really am),