guidance

i spoke to god even though he don't care how i feel, i sent him letters yet i found them returned and sealed, all of my prayers left unanswered yet still i would kneel, i spoke to god even though i don't know if he's real, i heard that evil is silent, i know my demons stay quiet, until i ask for compliance, that's when they claw and they riot, so keep me awake, even though i, wish to escape, from these thoughts, i ponder and pray, even though i've, lost all my faith, i will survive, i watched below as i saw my son fall in a field, i let his heart fall apart then i taught it to heal, i let him ask me for guidance, i met his questions with silence, hiding the answers inside him, i always knew he would find it, so keep me awake, even though i, wish to escape, from these thoughts, i ponder and pray, even though i've, lost all my faith, i will survive, he placed the earth in the palm of my hands, asked me to fix all the problems it has, now i think i finally understand, so keep me awake, keep me awake, keep me awake, even though i've, lost all my faith, keep me awake, even though i, wish to escape, from these thoughts, i ponder and pray, even though i've, lost all my faith, i will survive