can i run

are these sensible shoes on my feet, i wear my shades so our eyes don't meet, i'm scared every fuckin' day, i wear my headphones so i can't hear what you say, can i run, switch to paranoid from having fun, will he use his hands, knife, or a gun, knuckles are white, wrapped around my mace, comes from living in a terrorist state, can i run, when he's following me, he's not my brother, he's my enemy, is he behind the door or in back of the tree, is he under the bed, is he in the back street, can i run