resting sound

she's rising, and i'm sinking, i'm losing sleep, she's resting, sound in bed with such variety, i'm driving, and she's finding, that she'll survive, when i'm long gone, do i stay in your mind at least?, there's so much time, and nowhere left to go, she's overcompensating, for what she can never let go of, there's so much time, and nowhere left to go, am i just an escape, for time to pass through, she's lying, and i'm thinking, she's trying to forget it all, a memory of the past i'll be, i'm buying, that she's trying, the threat is clear, and growing strong, i dream to have such clarity, it's all i'm thinking about, i guess i'll figure it out, i'll think, i'll drink to each new lesson, ignore the passing of days, eventually i'll fade, and in the end, it's just a lesson