seeds

sickness in my heart, sickness in my head, sickness telling me, "no sickness in death", stuck on the refrain, "i want to be well", sickness can't afford, what the hopeful sell, they come down, ooh, how can i reconcile the seed, once sown but never grown in me?, when the sullen seed, fails to germinate, must resist the need, to self-terminate, bury my cold bones, in a forest bed, no soil in the grave, pit of my stomach, where nothing grows, ooh, how can i reconcile the seed, once sown but never grown in me?, how can i reconcile the seed, twice sown but never grown in me?, guess this is where the, resolution goes, but how can i resolve, what i do not know, let me not inject, lies into my end, but leave a question, tucked in my amen: will i always be broken?, broken