do you see me

deal with the intensity, i turn to meet my reflection and say, deal with the intensity, it's a necessity that you be able to calm it, don't you dare go messing up, the things that are perfect enough as they are, deal with the intensity, don't let them see you weak, it's not worth it i promise, and i don't wanna break that easy, i don't wanna waste my time, but turning up just ain't that simple, impossible to quiet my mind, and i don't wanna risk yours either, but i don't wanna see you go, 'cause lately i have just been floating, i'm hurting the people i love, that i know for sure, so tell me do you see me, for everything that i am for, can you see that my walls have worn, i wish it would be easy, to focus on these one by one, to just be still and rest my heart, silence you out of you, internalize all you're desperate to say, make them think that you're reserved, but when you're alone, it's a different display, of everything that you are feeling, of everything that you can't stop, just focus on the cracks in the ceiling, and not the disarray or the shards of glass, 'cause i don't wanna break that easy, i don't wanna waste my time, starting to think that i can't do this, impossible to silence my mind, and i don't wanna hurt nobody, 'cause i don't wanna see them go, oh, lately i have just been falling, i need to be silent, i'm trying, so tell me do you see me, for everything that i am for, can you see that my walls have worn, i wish it would be easy, to focus on these one by one, to just be still and rest my heart, 'cause everything is moving baby and it just won't stop, i guess that it was all another ruse just to get to me, maybe i should not have been naive and accepted deeds, like the constant fear that all you want is to cut up my heart, show me off like fur coats, i'm just an accessory, the valid comprehension of a love that isn't meant to be, violet colored lies that are embedded in my memory, i swear i'm not the girl that i always pretend to be, but honesty, it's simple, you know, you know, you know, 'cause i don't wanna break that easy, i don't wanna waste my time, starting to think i can't do this, impossible to silence my mind, and i don't wanna hurt nobody, 'cause i don't wanna see them go, oh, lately i have just been falling, i need to be silent, i'm trying, so tell me do you see me, for everything that i am for, can you see that my walls have worn, i wish it would be easy, to focus on these one by one, to just be still and rest my heart, 'cause everything is moving baby and it just won't stop, can't hold on to the world as it's spinning, i could just fall off, 'cause everything is moving baby and it just won't stop