back on disaster

it's all i want, clear my mistakes, all adhere to the first disgrace, caress all with this agony, in dreams i have tried, don't look back on disaster, ask your questions in time, despite the hate are you afraid, all consumed by a surging grace, i've buried all with this agony tears i have cried, don't look back on disaster, is there a place and a time, when all your dreams that just break apart you fall apart it seems, another ending you'd make the start embrace the heart be free, hail to the bitterness