little secrets

when i came down the dawn poured into me, i shook em up, the walls came crumbling, my fists kept trembling with these salty wounds, my stolen gold inside the emperors tomb, now painting rainbows on my ugly face, i built this cardboard neighborhoods disgrace, but i ascend and serve my feverish need, within the confines of such chemistry, it's the way i see, everything i need, it's no way to be, let this be our little secret, no one needs to know we're feeling, but i feel alive and i feel it in me, up and up i keep on climbing, my face blew up at such a casual sight, the smattered colours of ecstatic fright, the rush above me to oblivion, outlining wet sidewalks in halogen, oh have you ever felt so goddamn strong, how come it takes some people so damn long, he tried to squeeze the lemon juice to rain, the citrus drawing out the season's stains, watch the basin drain, as your life lines wane, and you can't explain, as your friends complain, you've caused all this pain, and you proudly shame, your whole family's name, let this be our little secret, no one needs to know we're feeling, but i feel alive and i feel it in me, up and up i keep on climbing, mother, i can tell what you've been thinking, staring at the stars on your ceiling, thinking once there was a power that you were wielding, and now i've hit the mark, stabbing at the dark, and i cannot help but ignore the people staring at my scars, let this be our little secret, no one needs to know we're feeling, but i feel alive and i feel it in me, up and up i keep on climbing, let this be our little secret, no one needs to know we're feeling, but i feel alive and i feel it in me, up and up i keep on climbing,