everybody fades

i'm waiting by the phone, the silence is the soundtrack to another night alone, convinced that all the fear i felt could be trapped inside these walls that hold me in, hoping that the ghost of truth that i kept from you won't be here in the end, i can't stop picturing how i used to look with you next to me, now i can't fall asleep without you in my dreams, don't wanna look the other way, i can't convince myself to stay, did your best, do reasons change?, just wanna be where i know it's safe, i'm never coming home, this place is just a graveyard for the things that we did wrong, convinced that all the guilt i felt could be hanging on these walls surrounding us, hoping that the ghost of you that i see right through won't take away your trust, i can't stop picturing how i used to look with you next to me, now i can't fall asleep without you in my dreams, don't wanna look the other way, i can't convince myself to stay, did my best, do reasons change?, just wanna be where i know it's safe, and i confess i'm nothing less than a fucking mess, i did my best to stay the same, but everybody fades, i can't stop picturing how i used to look with you next to me, now i can't fall asleep without you in my dreams, don't wanna look the other way, i can't convince myself to stay, did my best, do reasons change?, just wanna be where i know it's safe, and i confess i'm nothing less than a fucking mess, and we tried our best to stay the same, but everybody fades