forever freestyle

yeah, now i believe in global warming but the world is getting colder now, uh, these days you know i'm getting older now, the weight on my shoulder is feeling like a boulder now, uh, these days i try to order out, i don't like going out to restaurants, uh, i'm always gettin' what i never want, yeah, that's the way i gotta do it now, they always hating on my music now, but the people that i know the best they hate me the most, and the strangers that i know the least, they makin' a toast, like, what the fuck does that say about me?, maybe the more they know me, the more there is to hate about me, over my head there's a perpetual cloud, uh, messin' up my chemicals now, yeah, messin' me up chemically, sometimes they really can't read me, that's the illegible me, and one day, i think i could be an incredible me, hypothetically, i'm talking theoretically, oh wait, lemme take it back, don't like this rhetic, you see, because i really think that i can fucking get it to be, the best in the league, i got the recipe, i'm destined to be, uh, i feel like i'm destined to be, but destiny is a deceiving thing, feel like a champion, but i have not received the ring, i have not received a thing, to be honest, except all this gratification, this validation is just grabbing me right back to the station, and back to the basement, back to where i was in the payment ), but if i bring that shit up, they call that 'bad entertainment', yeah, like, oh well, yeah, "guess it didn't go well?" no, "guess it didn't go well?" no, yeah, yeah, and now i'm sitting in the time, i hadn't spent, yeah, yeah, the time i wish i didn't spend, yeah, uh, oh, the time i wish i didn't spend, the day, i wish it didn't end, but now it ended again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, it never stops, uh, man, that's the problem with these fucking clocks, yeah, i'm in valet, like fin ballet, start being challenged, scars from all of these birds, man, they got some big talons, and do i really have this talent? it's been practiced, and i got no shame, so i write these shit ballads, bitches always game time, i guess i skip practice, i skipped it, i've never been wanting to like, you know, preparing for other shit, i just do that other shit and say, "fuck all that other shit", yeah, uh, but you know i'm lovin' it, i gotta' end all of this song, i just wanna' end it, just wants to continue forever, yeah, wish it could continue forever, yeah,