deprived (irretrievably lost imagination)

i live surrounded by, cherished memories, i have a weakness for, collecting them alphabetize, as far as i recall, my childish rituals, icons of that world, always filled my shelves and heart, now i shelter from the rain, hole up in my cage, you don't have to think too much today, they filled in for your brain, curled up, deprived, curled up, deprived, i shut, away, in a world of synonyms, and handwritten notes, my own puppet performances, endless bedtime stories, i could touch the moon, and switch off the sun, i could have my dreams, and dream about better times, now i shelter from the rain, hole up in my cage, you don't have to think too much today, they filled in for your brain, curled up, deprived, curled up, deprived, i shut, away, curled up, deprived, curled up, deprived, i shut, away, please don't call my name