standing in line

i spent a lifetime searching, for what i thought i'd found, but you're just the same, it's still a losing game, i'm a face out of the crowd, you love and you leave, yeah you lie and deceive, how can you sleep at night?, say you're just having fun, we all think we're the one, what you're doing just aint right, i can't do it, i won't say it, my heart is breaking but i won't let you know, i can't show it, i won't loose it, my bodies shaking and i'm ready to roll, am i just standing in line, are you just wasting my time, so you're just an illusion, breathing the best of me, got games to slow me down, stop messing me around, thought you were here to set me free,