life's a bitch

i think i'm losing my mind, i've seen this shit a thousand times, life's a bitch then you die, tell me why i should even try, no sleep, ready for the grind homie always, living dreams, bouncing back, hollywood and broadway, long nights, try to keep it short its been a long day, sprinting for the finish hoping i don't run the wrong way, i've seen this shit before, i've seen this shit before, when you gotta grip they split and hit the door, then try to wish you well when you get what you wishing for, on the real, i don't give the attention that you fishing for, aye, take a shot at me i promise that you didn't score, aye, they always on your ass till everybody kissing yours, aye, my chest is bulletproof i don't need ammunition for, aye, shit that's working out that's what i'm in condition for, aye, the further that i get the more this shit ain't what it seems, put in a hundred thousand hours then made that on streams, started with a dollar and i tried to put it towards a dream, nobody ever warned me that i had to take it to extremes, left for dead its that or read nobody ever calling, these women stay distracting me you know that i ain't falling, they tryna have me babies man i had menopause em, shit it's just another skeleton i'm adding to the closet, damn, i think i'm losing my mind, i've seen this shit a thousand times, life's a bitch then you die, tell me why i should even try, no sleep, ready for the grind homie always, living dreams, bouncing back, hollywood and broadway, long nights, try to keep it short its been a long day, sprinting for the finish hoping i don't run the wrong way, something tells me that i should try to find some closure, does that make me a criminal?, that i don't wanna feel invisible?, the monsters inside my head are here i smell the odor, they make me feel invincible, when my life ain't feeling livable, i think i'm losing my mind, i've seen this shit a thousand times, life's a bitch then you die, tell me why i should even try, no sleep, ready for the grind homie always, living dreams, bouncing back, hollywood and broadway, long nights, try to keep it short its been a long day, sprinting for the finish hoping i don't run the wrong way, wrong way, hollywood and broadway, it's been a long day, i went the wrong way