half alive

it's four am, i'm waking up to your perfume, don't get up, i'll get through on my own, i don't know if i'm home, or if i lost the way into your room, i'm spiraling into my doom, i'm feeling half alive but i know one day, you and i will be free, to live and die by our own rules, free. despite the fact that men are fools. i'm almost alive, and i need you to try, and save me. it's okay that we're dying, but i need to survive tonight, tonight. well excuse me while i get killed softly, heart slows down and i can hardly tell you i'm okay, at least 'til yesterday, you know you got me off my highest guard, believe me when i say it's hard. we'll get through this tonight, and i know one day you and i will be free, to live and die by our own rules, free. despite the fact that men are fools. i'm almost alive, and i need you to try, and save me. it's okay that we're dying, but i need to survive tonight, tonight. and you touch my hand ever so slightly, and the deadly look she cast upon me, i won't regret, i won't regret, i won't regret. i won't regret. and i was trying to disappear, but you got me wrapped around you, i can hardly breathe without you, i was trying to disappear, but i got lost in your eyes now, you brought me down to size now. i'm almost alive, and i need you to try and save me. it's okay that we're dying, but i need to survive tonight, tonight, tonight. i'm almost alive, and i need you to try, and save me. it's okay that we're dying, but i need to survive tonight, tonight. i need to survive tonight, tonight