hear me now

left everything behind me, searching for the strength i thought i had inside me, left you behind so lonely, praying for the day that you would somehow find me, i was young, you were wrong, but i tried, i was trying to give that i had lost through all i see, hear me now, all i can say, is i am not afraid, of the world that i have tried to push away, i fight everyday, but i am to blame, i am not innocent, but i am not afraid, i lost all the faith inside me, inside me, still i find myself without the will to free me from you, i'm a slave unhappy, unhappy, wanting oh so much for you to someday see me, tell me how, i want to, say it loud, i need you to be the one who catches all my dreams, hear me now, all i can say, is i am not afraid, of the world that i have tried to push away, i fight everyday, but i am to blame, i am not innocent, but i am not afraid anymore, i am not afraid anymore, i'm tired of sleeping, alone i've been grieving, the life that i gave up to feel alive, i want to feel alive, i'm not afraid anymore, i'm not afraid anymore, i'm not afraid, anymore, i'm not afraid, anymore, hold on tight, let's make this right, take me, make me, feel alive tonight