in the meantime

some sick part of me misses the misery, yet it's sleeping all alone even though, even though, too could too be just as lonely, when you're lying in the bed with your back turned to me, when i try to touch you, feels like you don't want me to, so i try to kiss your neck but you're just not into it, or maybe you're just not into me. you just could never seem to, love me, love me, love me, love me, love me, love me, in the meantime. time, that same sick part of me, use to wish that i could be like the girls you like. you like, a little more pretty, a little more skinny, a little bit of everything i'm not, no wonder why you're lying, when you're lying in the bed with your back turned to me, when i try to touch you, feels like you don't want me to, so i try to kiss your neck but you're just not into it, or maybe you're just not into me. you just could never seem to, love me, love me, love me, love me, love me, love me, in the meantime. time, nobody, nobody wants to be invisible. nobody, nooooobody what to be invisible. you just could never seem to, love me, love me, love me, love me, love me, love me, in the meantime. time, nooooobody what to be invisible