so eager

it breeds a one man show mentality self serving force fed and condoned, it takes my breath away to know that no one else believes they're in control, from ourselves, we're at a loss of words while preaching that we can't be heard, the image staring back at you is what you hate, truly think forgiveness is on the way, seven years you lost for breaking one mistake, to bleed for what you own is understanding as the sum for what you've blown, to truly carve your way to where you want to go is smiling while alone, wake up, play dumb, wake up