moving for the sake of motion

someone please turn the lights back on, i've been wandering here for days, disconnected, and in search for new air to breathe in, i don't think i can fix this, don't think i could change, but that's the problem, we never speak to him, our closing walls have caged us in, and i can't quite remember, this was the first time i didn't say enough, this was the only time i kept it close enough, brace yourself! they're not waking up, oh, my god, i hate the me that i've become, this needy useless forgetting one, truthfully i can't be the me that i've washed up to be, don't stop breathing, the walls have just begun to spin, just let the water calm you this time, it's all around you, just open your eyes and take a look, it will never kill you; not this time, it's all around you, we're surrounded for all i care, brace yourself right now, lights out random breathing, i can't keep swimming, can't keep my head up